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"Everybody's changing, and I don't know why."

There was a time when things were different. That's the time I go back to in my daydreams. A happy place where every grade is an A, every song is beautiful, and every discussion is meaningful. In that place, we may lie …
I'm a strong person. I will keep my head screwed on tight. Somehow. People in general drive me up the wall, but usually I ignore these influences and focus on other things. Recently though...wow. I'm not nearly paranoid…
I keep being either happy or sad. I'm sad when I look to the past, happy when I look at the present and to the future. So I'd say that's not too bad. Anyway, I'm not one of those "just let go of the past" types of peo…
Yesterday was not my day. Suddenly my eyes have opened up and I can't stand anyone. Usually I'm not one to look down on others, but at the moment...my god, everyone's so STUPID! You know those people. The people you tr…
I didn't study all that much today, but even so, I'm exhausted. When I'm exhausted, I daydream. I'm looking forward to this week and the weekend that will follow it. I'm just not sure exactly what sort of week (OR week…
I wish I did not exist. I wish I would CEASE to exist; not die necessarily, but simply float away and never reappear again. I was actually really cheerful today until recently. I managed to acquire a 98 on a hi…
Oh wow. Today could not have been more perfect. No, it couldn't have. I've just written something that I'm so proud of that I'm even allowing myself, just for the short remainder of this evening, to actually think I'm …
I took a long walk today and finally went to the park. I haven't been there for months because I've hated that place. Today, though, I think I was able to come back without distressing myself at all, and even managed to…
Today marks the one year anniversary of the day I stopped being a happy person. It's really weird that there's a specific day that it happened. I'm not sure why that is. All I know is, I remember that day because of h…
So, today I was randomly sitting around and I had another one of my impulsive urges. This time, my impulsive urge was to do winter guard this year. I don't even know where the hell this came from. But I know, even now,…